Solitude - Introduction

St. ANTHONY, THE "FATHER OF MONKS," IS THE BEST guide in our attempt to understand the role of solitude in ministry, Born around 251, Anthony was the son of Egyptian peasants. When he was about wighteen years old he heard in church the Gospel words, "Go and sell what you own and give the money to the poor .... then come and follow me" (Matthew 19:21), Anthony realized that these words were meant for him personally. After a period of living as a poor laborer at the edge of his village, he withdrew into the desert, where for twenty years he lived in complete solitude. During these years Anthony experienced a terrible trial. The shell of his superficial securities was cracked and the abyss of iniquity was opened to him. But he came out of this trial victoriously - not because of his unconditional surrender to the Lordship of Jesus Chirist. When he emerged from his solitude, people recognized in him the qualities of an authentic "healthy" man, whole in body, and soul. They flocked to him for healing, comfort, and direction. In his old age, Anthony retired to an even deeper solitude to be totally absorbed in direct communion with God. He died in the year 356, when he was about one hundred and six years old.

The story of St. Anthony, as told by St. Athanasius, shows that we must he made aware of the call to let our false, compulsive self be transformed into the new self of Jesus Crist. It also shows that solitude is the furnace in which this transformation takes place. Finally, it reveals that it is from this transformed or converted self that real ministry flows. I therefore propose to explore these three aspects of St. Anthony's life in the hope of uncovering the problem as well as the opportunities in our ministry.